I'm writing this on my laptop from the hospital. I got into a car accident late last night and ended up crushing my ribcage against my seatbelt which autolocked and bruising my neck against the steering wheel. My air bag didn't go off but that's okay, I'll live. They gave me a lot of drugs. |D

Heechul's already been to visit me and hasn't left my side, I'm so lucky to have such a wonderful boyfriend...
Who keeps looking over my shoulder and suggesting what to type.
Some people sure are noisy, don't you think? >.>

It's hard to tell why things happen the way they do. I don't know why I got into this accident, I wasn't doing anything wrong. But, perhaps, there's a lesson here or a message I need to recieve. Maybe it's nothing more complex than 'Take care of the ones you love. You could be gone in an instant.'

Life is far too short to be a stubborn fool.

Ohgod.

Things certainly get intense when I leave for a week for work don't they? What's going on guys?





_{Heechul, I still can't believe you got that thing customized to MY size. You're a ridiculous person}

I think we should have a rematch. Clearly you cheated.

( Heechul/Leehom - Boxing Match - NC17 )

Too much is happening lately.

( OOC RP log, Bill/Leehom then Leehom/Heechul )

A lot of things have happened, but I know one thing for sure. I'm in love with him, him and no one else. Jonathan, you were good to me, but I can't feel the same way for you as I do for him.

And if any of you try to take me away from Heechul, I'll kill you myself.

There is always something stunningly confusing about affairs of the heart. Why is it, that, though a person hurts us, time and time again, we go back to them at the end of the day?

I'm not sure what I was looking for. I don't know if he was it and I just fucked it up royally.

But... Right now... there's someone who makes me feel special, someone who makes me feel like I'm a good person, like I'm wanted, like I'm someone who can be trusted. That's all I want... Just someone who trusts me. And the way he smiles at me, the way he talks... he might just be what I need right now.

Heechul, I can't deal with you. I really can't. I try and try to be a good person, I try to make you happy, and you are always jealous, always angry... I don't know what more I can do. I'm going to break you free, you might hate me for it, you might forget me, you might destroy my personal property... But what I want is for you to have someone who you can trust, someone who you won't be suspicious of day and night. And I don't think that person's me.

It isn't cheating if we never were together in the first place. And we weren't. I was yours, I was your personal property and if anyone touched or, god forbid, even smiled at me, it was a sentence of death. I can't handle that. I need someone who will trust me not to sleep around while I'm with them.

I just want someone who can make me feel like I'm worth something. Just for now.

Wow! I have so many new friends on my list. But I haven't been introduced to any of them! Everyone, please respond to this post and introduce yourself! I'd love to get to know you.

I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've been super busy with a lot of projects lately. It's tiring but I have fun doing it none the less. How is everyone else doing?

Today I managed to lock myself out of my car. I had to sit around and wait until Heechul came with a spare. And he made fun of me too, isn't that awful??
~Leehom

Heechul, if you don't have the dance moves down by Wednesday, I'll murder you.

I'm not even joking this time.

This is Leehom~ Welcome to my journal! I hope you'll all have a very fun time here. My brother made me get one of these, I haven't gotten around to making a layout for it yet so bare with me, please!

I'd like to get to know the people I have friended and who have friended me! Please comment on this post and introduce yourself!